Six Years
It's been six years since my surgery, and yet I am facing the same issues. I need to get back on track. I just did five minutes on my exercise bike, the same amount that I do every time I get on the bike. 5 whole, whopping minutes. I should, however, give myself some credit for doing something. Something is always better than nothing. Never stop starting over, right? However, I am tired of always starting over. I feel like I'm in some infinite loop and I can't seem to get off the hamster wheel, chasing a proverbial carrot going to absolutely nowhere. Sometimes, I get really good, and I even bring a friend with me to workout. Then I lose track all over again. I'm even trying to get right with God. My church is having a weight loss challenge, and I'm participating. Now I have to really work hard and achieve weight loss not just for myself, but for others as well. I don't want to let anyone down. It's adding more pressure fo